useless comparison

now even more
i'm most useless of all
you can pull me around
i can be anything

never forget

never before
have i been quite as vague
never thought i'd see this
never thought i'd be you

i'm disappointed in you
don't you remember?
the good-guys always win
at least they always did

no-one ever told me
all of it - all lies



spinning

reading through the things I said before
things were better then
once again I realize this a day too late
I think I got the point before
it all made a twisted sort of sense
would you make up your mind?
and stop my head from
spinning out of control
leaving me inside myself
questioning what I know
leaving me without myself

reading through the things you said before
I'd hoped you'd be the same as you always were
once again I realize that's never happening
I never got the point before
I doubt I ever will
tell me why i'm
spinning out of control
leaving me inside myself
questioning what I know
leaving me without myself

reading through the things they said before
it still doesn't make sense
I only got it once before,
and it won't happen again: I promise
leave me to my lack of logic
it's all I ever had
up until this moment
it's all I ever cared about
like you it always left me spinning
out of control
leaving me inside myself
questioning what I know
leaving me without myself